|| with all my heart and soul ||

Sunday, July 27, 2008

what could i say
what could i do
but offer this heart oh God
completely to You.

today started off w tuition. den rock kidz interview! weee i hope i can get to serve. :D really excited!!! den went to meet jc north and went for fourth w them!
today's svc was one kind of POWERFUL okay. grain offering= Jesus. holiest offering! when we keep feeding on Jesus, we'll be uncommon! above and set apart fr others. i'll be an uncommon NUS student. amen! really had a fresh revelation of God's love again today. i really pray tt would happen every single day of my life. i really just wna feed on His love for me. and my Daddy God is stylish okay, e way He loves us is totally~ cool okay. :D im highly favoured, greatly blessed, deeply loved, FREELY forgiven!

shining lights 08 was quite fun. e games were all abt water la, they just wan us to be VERY wet i guess. lol e talks by deacon anthony and coach maddy were useful, but most imptly, it was e praise and worship tt was really awesome. could really feel e anointing in e LT. like seriously la, i was kinda cynical abt hving p&w in e LT lo. God proved me wrong, He can be anywhere at anytime, nt necessarily be in church all e time. like i can really receive His love&anointing at anywhere anytime. really cool huh, my God okay! :D hehehe. yupp anw really hope, w e hope tt doesnt disappoint, tt my desire (im still nt sure whether its my calling) will come to pass! oh! and e anointing oil is e best skincare ever on this fallen Earth, cos this morning, when i wake up i realised tt my complexion bcome DAMN GOOD SIA. cos ytd coach was telling us hw to anoint ourselves everyday, so we pratically had oil all over our face. hahaha it even better than using, la mer, la prairie, sisley or wadever skincare tt was created. hahaha

after ytd's shining lights, i keep hving e v excited feeling like smth exciting is gna happen. haha huizhi also ve this feeling, i can like see her grow exponentially in e spiritual sense, she really matured alot. im happy to see tt. :D mayb one day she might just lead a cg! woo excited for her too man! ^^

woo later can go read e destined to reign daily devotional! EXCITED! :D

9:56 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

guess wad? im staying. the management actually compromise to my timings. im amazed at wad jeffrey can do. i really didnt expect this to happen, like i was sooooooo prepared to go and play for e rest of 2 wks b4 sch starts. oh and they are willing to give me 2 wks break when sch starts, so tt i can sort out my timetable and stuff, and if i can i'll cont'd working on, if i cant den its byebye. lol

omgosh i cant wait for sch to start. im VERY excited. yet a lil scared bcos tt day when we went to sch for med checkup, e ppl, and i mean freshies like us, are kinda scary/plastic/fake. ohwells, see hw it goes on 4aug! nevertheless, im still EXCITED!! =p

7:11 PM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Sunday, July 20, 2008

miss me, miss me not. my last day would be Wednesday! :D I'm VERY HAPPY. ^^

hmm lets start fr sat! had arrow, sat w NUS cluster! i think they're really quite a bunch of fun ppl, love them. I TOTALLY LOVE MY NEW CG. (: pastor Benjamin preached bout r/s. guess a lot of ppl out there needs to hear it (just read eelen's blog). wad i left fr tt svc was, go into a r/s only when ure WILLING and ABLE to. e willing part is easy, but more often than nt, e able part is e cause of many failed r/s. yupp, and e end of r/s should be marriage. its just an advice, nt a rule/law. (:

today i went for third w weiqian, Helen and Joshua, met weijain in e audi. omg we sat on e floor, ZZZZ when weiqian gt batch 4 tix! grrrr... oh wells, i still love her loads! (: pastor prince preached on feeding on His love for us. was REALLY gd! (:

met familiar ppl who are queueing for fourth. talked abit. den i headed for work, really had a very STRONG urge to skip, but mommy said 'don't always like this' so honoring her, i went to work LOR. damn sianz. but its a gd thing tt i went la, it wud be e last time i see raba'a, i like her e best in BeneFit okay. ^^ ate lerkthai after work, she accompanied me! hee! we talked quite a lot, guess she's e second one i can talk comfortably to in my workplace, other than stephy c. (:

okay dokes, im turning in soon, gta be at NUS for some med checkup, donno check wad, check whether i gt AIDS a not izzit? IDIOT! waste my time! oops, suddenly get so agitated. hahaha

10:47 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Friday, July 11, 2008

omgosh i just read eelen,jazreel and tong's blog, and i suddenly miss them ALOT, as in, i miss the whole csq ALOT ALOT! hmm mayb i shud plan an outing so tt i wudnt ps them anymore. LOL im sooooo sorry for ps-ing u girls every time, lol cos im perpetually tired everyday, i swear this is a disease im suffering okay. oooo~ suddenly feel like clubbing. haha :D

i'm excitedX100000 for sch, cant wait to speak/write French, cant wait to go France. WOOHOO! ^^

hmm i wonder when will wing get back to me, zzz, so tt i can decide whether to quit or nt!
p/s: those who wants to buy stuff, pls tell me asap, i might nt be working sooooon. :D

YAY! tmr i'll be gg to kiehl's to get e pineapple&papaya facial scrub! WEEE~ oh! and i just went on makeupalley to do some swapping! hehe cant wait for their replies! im so new in swapping, hope i'll ve a gd experience! ((:

2:48 PM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Friday, July 04, 2008

happy birthday to serene seah! :D:D:D we(clare,huizhi and me) came out w a list of to-dos for her and those to-dos are serene's never-dos LOL WOOHOO it was really fun seeing her catwalking in such "beautiful" clothes. haha had a great time laughing man! :D oh ya and we made tiramisu cake for her okay, and it tastes REALLY quite gd! after celebration, we headed to mandarin gardens for arrow jcluster grad party. gt intro-ed to our new leaders and stuff, im quite happy w e leaders! (:

and we end off e day at e poolside. actually i really can feel hw ure feeling, clarice. its like u wanna let go but u cant. i understand okay. its bcos i feel this way too. i refuse to move on to e next phase of my life. i mean like ive to leave e job and e ppl there. actually there's only 2 ppl(steph c and lydia) tt i'll miss damn alot la. its e friendship i made w them for e past 6mths tt is so precious to me. somemore im used to seeing them every single day, tts even more den hw much i see my family okay. it might be nth to alot of ppl but to me it means e world okay. imagine im supposed to be separated fr you, huizhi or serene i'll just die man. yupp clarice so this is wad i cant let go.

clarice no matter wad, really just look to Him and trust tt His gonna turn all these pain, sorrows and tears for ur good. He is definitely doing smth extraordinary in ur life. u WILL be a living testimony to others. and He will nvr fail u. (: smile clarice! love ya!

11:03 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y