|| with all my heart and soul ||

Saturday, October 28, 2006

had campus today. was really gd. pastor chin in london, pastor gabriel preached (: msg was gd luh. ((: yea and wad ive taken hm was i am the tabernacle of rest. dinner with cg. haha theyre really fun ppl (: weiling talked to me. talked alot. i dint really tell her wad exactly happen luh but it seems like she knws everything cos all the advice she gave was so relevant and so right. its like qarah at the right place at the right time kinda thing. yea. shes really a blessed person. yea love her (: thou she can get really higgggghhhh haha shes so funny like drunkard singingggggg while we all walked to e station. lol. (: shes a vessel that god used to talk to me. thank god for everything. ((:

i see grace

sealed by your sacrifice

i see love

reaching for me

precious blood

washes and sanctifies

healing flows

setting me free

i see grace

10:14 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

FUCK. i feel so fucked up now. i gotta change my attitude. nt for you, you or you. but for my mom. i feel so bad. ): sigh.

5:58 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Saturday, October 14, 2006

ytd was nyj open hse((: was sooooooooo fun! hehe! went sch at 12 to pass zoe e presents tt yin asked me to pass. den hang arnd in e canteen, celebrated hui jia's bday. ((: happy birthday girl! hee ok den went to help ding with those packages along with touch girls. den at last BIMBO reached sch at 1. went to be receptionist tgt! lol ask those ppl to fill in some dumb lucky draw form. ok quite fun luh. at last i knw wad sch=wad uniform. hahaha. den at 2 went to play touch at parade grnd. lol so long neh touch gilbert alr. den walked arnd see ppl. SHAN and CARRIE came our sch. omg shan is soooooo cute(((((: hee. cuter den e guys in our sch pls. hahahaha den be receptionist again and den went to watch rugby match against srj. arghhhhhh we lost ): some damn ex nyjcian went to play for srj irritating luh. dumb traitor. we were leading at first den they scored twice. argh. oh wells it was exciting to watch em play luh. haha. leroy gt strangled eh! hahaha. eelen&tong, so sad ur xiang gong kena strangle eh! lol. yupp tts all for fri.

today hmm nt much. tmr going church with mom. (:

12:56 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

todays ms fatens bday!!!! ((: met em at 12 at haising bus stop. haha ah so fun to see em all!!! yay so we went into haising and celebrated fatens bday. shes so happy to see us pls. haha and we saw ms ong, mrs kang,mdm kang, mr njoo, mr das and qiu laoshi! ah miss em loads luh! love faten alot hee i hugged her! (: oh yea, ms ong so cool luh! promoted to smething like assistant hod tt kinda thing. hw cool(((: i miss her too! (: ok after tt we went ps to watch ROB-B-HOOD. omg! this shows SUPER UBER nice! 2 thumbs up, a must-must-watch show! louis koo super cute in there. ^^ den had really late dinner at 85. oh man i jus so love 4e3'05! heee.. today was a veh gd day i like today alot! ((: talked alot to em. haha. weien still as irr as ever luh. rio is kinda funny. zh still kena bullied by em but he retaliates back now. haha. wilson black as ever.qiwei bony as ever. and wow! xiao qun quit playing mahjong n dota alr! i damn shocked pls. haha. tt cow is still as cow-y luh. forever suaning me. haha. and wooooo david has a gf! xD yupp. shihui can talk alottttt.

ytd night chilled at tamp starbucks with amanda. talked ALOT. i told her everything. she tell me wad to do and all. i love her loads!! ((: hee. den today talked alot too. haha. keep teasing eachother with -ahem ahem- ((: shes veh emo bout -ahem- and im like so captivated by -ahem- haha.

ok nights ppl! (:

7:59 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Sunday, October 08, 2006

today was kinda eventful. first service, lunched at carls jr, heeren, taka, VIVOCITY! fun but tiring.

talked to coach jason jus nw. he taught me some really impt stuff tt i really needed. god is like working so miraculously for me recently. thank you daddy lord. u knw who and when to send to me someone tt can really give me valuable and god-centred lessons. Jesus thank you so much i love you(: ure always there when i needed someone. *i cant express e amt of gratitude i have for u in words. but i feel so relieved now. ^^

hillsong - through it all

You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You
And I wait on You

I will sing to You, Lord
A hymn of love
For Your faithfulness to me
Im carried in everlasting arms
Youll never let me go
Through it all
Hallelujah, hallelujah

10:08 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Friday, October 06, 2006

woah god works miraculously. lionel jus called talked to him jus nw. he said he jus donno why he wanted to call me since 5/10/06. when i hear tt im really surprised at how god work. he knws tt im sad and i needed someone to talk to me. especially bout friends. and lionel did. im really veh happy tt i have a cg leader like lionel(: thank god for him. thou i dint really tell lionel e things tt are bugging me, but wad he told me was really applicable to me, now im aware tt god loves me with a personal love and if he is for me who can be against me. (: thou i knew all these long ago,but i haven been believing in it and practising it. oh wells frm now on i will(: thank u daddy lord(: love ya loads! ((:

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Thursday, October 05, 2006

PROMOS ARE OVER! lol. but den sigh no gd feeling for it. sigh whatever la. ):

ok so today after bio #1 had pw consultation and den we headed off to orchard. (: O-M-G they celebrated my bday. lol im like HUH?! today whos birthday??? den i thot is eelen but no leh.. haha hers like 2 mths later leh. ok so they gave me a BIG surprise. i super shocked nearly die. lol. but awwww theyre so sweet((: love em! hee. c^2 rocks pls. xD

ok den we lunched at chicago steakhse at cine. food there is al....right la. den went to watch you ma and dufree. lol i slept off cos im super tired. haha but they say its nt bad la e show. den we went shopping! so fun pls. gt myself blink earring. yay! ((: i love shopping with they all. so fun. saw alot stuff tt i wanna buy(: and im gonna buy. oh wells its just a matter of time la. see when im rich lo. hahaha. ^^

den they all left alr, so me and yin walked arnd heeren. (: den we went to take NEOprints(: hw fun la pls. yay love her loads! xD oh! and we exchanged bag. lol so nw im carrying le coq bag hehehehe! xp

ok overall it was nt a bad day(: love you guys *muacks

tmr's lantern festival! woohoo! mommmy n me decided to carry lanterns tmr. lol. nt my idea uh is hers! hahaha. oh yea its clarice's bday too. but don think theres any plans. hmm. nt sure leh. it feels weird when i talk to her. theres this so freakin awkard silence which i don like. oh whatever, im nt gonna think so much. hmm. had been thinking bout it. but nw i sorted it out alr. (:

ok bye ppl and im happy tt promos are overrrrrr!

7:27 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

i saw HIM at bball court! WOOHOO! xD i L-O-V-E HIM! hee. nah la kiddn la is like only laaaa. heeeee ^^

i saw HIM at e atrium! lols talked tooooo! HE is still as charismatic and cuteeee!!!! -bigbigbigbigsmile- (lols i cant wait for biolectures) ^^

i LOVE tonghua. its such a nice song. dint listen it for soooooo long, recently jus play it wah damn nice. lols i told they all(jiaying,eelen,yin) tt when i listen my heart will pain. haha. -rollseyes- (to myself) lols. miss those mugging-for-'O'lvls days. the days in class. the days YOU sat beside me. awwww. so memorable. (=^.^=)

ah i love amanda qiu yi dong! yay im gonna go out with her after my promos. ah she so smart! her GDP 3.58 leh! smart girl love her loads la! ((:
eh hey.. 10/10 is ms fatens bday! ((: zhuang ask us to go back. haha i hope i can go back! i miss faten alot leh. wanna go back and hug her! oh ya n pinch her oh-my-gawd-so-pinchable cheeks. heeee. xP

hahahah tmrs chem and i haven study finsh yet. still slacking here playing. haha whatever la. later den i study. i must i must! cos i flunked #3 alr. ):

*oh i forgt to say smething. i have new shoes and perfume! heeee. love mommy. she bought em for me. ((:

NIGHTS ppl.

6:52 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Monday, October 02, 2006

had bio n econs paper today. hmm econs well i think is easy la. cos wad i studied came out and i jus practically regurgitated EVERYTHING. lols. hope i can pass ecos like for e first time ever since i take econs? haha.WHATEVER. bio was a slight disaster la huh. haha dint do e genetics qn bcos i DO NOT knw hw to do it. haha. sad case. oh wells, ive done my best(i think) and god will do e rest(: yupp. let e grace of god be on me in jesus name! amen! ((:

ok im so bored nw tts why im blogging booooo! lols wad a loser huh nth to do after exams. actually exams haven really finsh la but im only left with chem #1&2 and bio #1. yupp tmr going sch to study chem. hope itd be productive la. haha.

tsk i feel so sad sometimes. sigh. ah don wanna talk about it la.

ok today dint see HIM but i saw another HIM. lol the HIM tt is better than tt HIM. lols. ^^ i really wanna knw HIM lo. but there is no chance, absolutely ZERO% for me to knw HIM cos there is no network set up b/w me and HIM. lols. /connection failed. lols. nah its ok hee hope HEs in sch tmr. haha, tts all i can ask for eh?

ok im off to do some other stuff like watching e dumb vcd for the 13247586th time? lols but who cares. hee.

7:35 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y