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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

ytd went MOS with huizhi. clare cant go! boohoo. sian. my leg hurts like fuck. e toes like wanna detached frm my legs alr. n went i was slping i was like hugging my legs to slp haha. vry funny sei. yupp i slept only for 4 freakin hours. i decided to skip chem today, in e end it is cancelled. lol so coincidental. den i woke up at 9! for math lect. was late but nt too late. (: skipped econs lect to go hm n slp. keep slping. which is gd or else my dark rings r getting darker. i start to feel e stress alr. i haven been studying. i really vry scared. i did a rough calculation i have less than 15 days to study for e midyrs. sigh. i needa start pls i need to! argh. i don wanna retain ):
tmr im going for econs mass tut cos i haven been going for any econs lect plus tmr if i go sch i can see my eyecandies. hee. sandar, gary,scott and jackson ((: i vry long nvr see em alr i vry sad ):
ok bye im off

8:36 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Sunday, May 28, 2006

boo! woot! ytd went shopping with huizhi! lol i guess tts our first time shopping together! lol. she gt a topshop top which is niceee and a yellow esprit top too. lol. ohh we walked like crazy ytd ok! soooo tiring laa but its nt mentally tiring lol cos we're girls and girls love shopping! (:
neways clarice s like nt having a gd time in her camp hmm wonder hows she doing NOW. hmm. so bored now.
im watching spy kids lol theyre sooooo cool (: and theres sch tmr. sigh. i haven do e math hol assignment yet HURHUR i think ill do it later.
ohh yea, my mom allows me to go e mos thingy lol i just mummy on tues i gt party until quite late its like clubbing but its for underage ppl like me den she said oh ok den how u going hm? lol woot! tt was DAMN easy can. lol.
gary rocks man i mean gary chua lol hes sooooo cute! hee. ((:
ok bye im off now. needa go shh-shh. (:

4:39 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Friday, May 26, 2006

hello ! todays e last day of sch n yet i don feel tt way. feel like oh no! i have to MUG everyday for e whole month of june. grr. tired. but ill do it laa. i don wanna fail my exams ): yupp. neways, OMG today i ran 2.4km ! for napfa. my timing is 15.43min ((: quite happy tt i improved frm e trail run. n i just checked, ive gt a c! whew. at least its a silver. but im still brooding over e freakin 1 cm ok! grr. just 1 cm n i get a c and its a freakin gold ok! ok so now ive 24 pts. lousiest mark i ever gt for napfa. sucky sei. i always get like 26,27 one k! hmm but its ok laa. wadeva laaaaaaa. ohh i was called for e stupid overweight program and we're supposed to reach sch at 645am after e midyrs. siann im supposed to lose 4.7kg, ohh n im 68kg now. ): ive to go exercise by myself in e june hols. ill NT go to sch at such WEIRD hours laa. freakin early leh. wtf so im supposed to wake up at 520am izzit?! no way im gonna do tt. I AM DETERMINED TO SLIM DOWN ALRIGHT! TO GO ON A VRY VYR VYR STRICT DIET. (: hmm im gonna go swimming EVERYDAY ill try (:

oh ya today when im running my 2.4 e last round right, jiaying and eva came dwn to run with me e last round la, i was super touched but HURHUR i was kinda stubborn la lazy to jog but in e end yupp i did sprinted back yay love em lots! (: and of cos my class ppl and most imptly huizhi, they were like shouting ''go salt, dont stop!!! go gracia go!!'' im like WOAH! ok! kinda jiayou-ed when i ran pass e grand stand. (: oh n huizhis words were all on mind while i was running; dont stop no matter how tired also don walk SLOWWW jog better than walk and think of clarice shes ur aim she ran 1 1/2 hrs nonstop n ure only running like 12 mins. haha i tried to persist on laaa. at like e 4th round i was REALLY uber tired ok! so i walked. (: but den after tt i started running again. but her words really did help cos normaly i like arnd 3rd round will start walking tsk but today NO (: hee. so thanks so much! n clarice ure really awesome! i really 'kowtow' u laaaa. SUPER cool i cant stand it. i cant even run nonstop for 15 mins, nt to say 1 1/2 hrs la. woah! haha.

ok so today after bio lect theres chem prac but its tutorial. 2 solid hrs of tut. nearly died la. haha. today girdle went thru energetics tut i did like only 3 qns no i mean 2 qns and 1 part of qn 3. hurhur. girdle like ask me why i nvr do den i like say err i dint continue doing. den she say hmm u gt ALOT to do during e hols. lol. actually she really care for me laa. jiaying said u shud be happy tt shes looking out for u uhh. den im like ya lo true. lol. den girdle gt consultation slots during e last wk of hols den she say ''gracia, so i hope to see u there uhh'' haha den i was like '' ok ill! '' HAHA. she thou like damn freakin sacarstic n lame but shes nice to me. hurhur. gd! nt like e stupid stickman ( patriciapo, my math tutor) he sucks la. i so totally hate him. first he cant pronounce zero, FOREVER saying ''ji rou, ji rou '' so irritating can. i hear alr super pekchek ok! grr. second, he looks gross n scaryyy! eew. hes super super skinny and e word is SKINNY. YUCKs.

ok im tired now. bye! (:

3:22 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Saturday, May 20, 2006

hello! im here to blog!
today is saturday! so shuang! yay! ok woke up at arnd 9 plus 10. to accompany clare to get her hair cut and to get her flu jab cos shes going mt ophir (woah!). yupp n shes LATE lol at last its nt me (: den we went to loyang pt to do all tt laa. hmm after tt we headed to orchard,wisma. she want a top n she keep telling me '' i need a top! im TOPLESS'' LOL. so cute (: n so we walk n walk n waLK n wALK n WALK to find her top. in e end she found her top at zara. its so irritating ehh! everytime we found smething suitable, they don have her size. walao. CUP them eh! lol. after tt we went to topshop to get her necklace. its really nicee! hee. of cos laa i help to choose leh! hee! n shes jus called me to tell me tt she look really nice. lol shes going to e ac party at indochine (: ohh wells wish her all e best uh! meet cute guys! and don meet sean n stan since she don wanna meet em. (: after buying her necklace we went to food republic to eat tim sum! woot! its really nice ehhh! so after talking SO muchhh we decided to go hm since its kinda late n she needs to leave hse at arnd 630. lol. BUT we took e WRONG train. WALAO. irritating leh! e train go to yishun tt side one eh! walao. siann so in e end we alighted at khatib n take 39 hm. (: i slept thru OMG SOOO NICEE TO SLEEP IN E BUS! hee.

neways donno why like today see alot of sajc ppl ajc ppl. hmm all wearing uniform. mayb theres college day? hee like ny! (: ny rocks cos gt eyecandies. wooyayyy! i love sch w/o lectures,tut,exams,tests,touchrug and pe. (: life wud be PERFECT then. lol. so impossible!

ohh n gary: ur dream sucks laa so scary but gabriels really smart to interpret it in tt way! (: think carefully b4 joining vball k? (: yea but wadeva decision u make ill support u! haha.
dawneyyy(quoted frm natalia) :ure so white! hee. i rarely talk to u nw, don really knw much bout u so yupp must catch up!
claree:u pretty lil darling! (: cool man! love ya lots! nice to go out shopping with u! thou im always so tired n sianed but den im enjoying it alright! (:
muackiess*

qixiang sooooo shuai! why must he be attached damnit! haha
sandar rocks man! so cool. but why she nvr talk to me n always talk to gary/jiaying! grr so irritating can! but i still like her! hehe so cool/toilet!
arenabag guy (his name is gary chua!) hes sooo cute! but attached so irritating like qixiang. HAHA. (:
scott! woot! another eyecandy! he looks like sean/stan! he gt this really rich guy look! haha BUT hes attached. tsk wads wrong man. all my eyecandies are so unavailable to me. haha.

i feel like slping yawns. don feel like studying hmm mayb tmr. ill study e whole day (: ok! jiayou! daddy lord pls give me strength to study tmr! thank you! (:

bye im offffff.

4:34 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

hi! darlings! hehe! ok another new addition to my darlings----> DAPHNE! *claps claps (:

ok todays is vball finals! WOOHOO! so fun ok! KEEP seeing sandar, qixiang/adrian! woot! lol. ny lost to hci! so sad! but i tell u, ny's cheer SUCKS. they bring SO many ppl but den hci can cheer louder den us! ARGH. i did cheer loudly ok which make my throat hurt so much now. ): lol. ok so after e girls match is guy's match! tj against aj! woo! exciting sei! and kenneth n ben VRY shuai. (for e sake of clare) RON ALSO VRY HANDSOME OK! LOL. but so sad tj lost to aj ): super close match too, like e girls'. e last set for e girls ! oh i rem now is 15-8. ah! i really cant rem exactly la! wadeva! n e guys one was SO MUCH MORE CLOSER ok i also don rem HURHUR. sorry! yupp n i tell u uhh aj girls are freakin bitchy idiot i hate em. YUCK! lol. damnit la we dont have holiday cos no champion! grr. ah but its ok no hol=gt sch=gt eyecandy! hee! wad a logic! HURHUR. ((: ohh sandar wear specs today but she don look TT toilet like tt day. lol but i tell u SHE IS CRAZY CRAZY! walaowalao! she can jus be soooooooooooooo high out of a sudden one eh! SIAO one eh! WA i cant stand it. really i have to say shes is siao-ding-dong. LOL. (: but shes so sooooooososooooooo much better den tt stupid joshua(pres of sc). lol n she SHUD be e pres lo! waliao.

OMG ms choongs our bio teacher for tut. have to study e stupid photosynthesis intensively ( according to huizhi) haha. siannn im vry tired eh!
ok i feel like going off now. hee bye darlings! muackiess*

8:14 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Monday, May 15, 2006

ok this is e tiles tt im talking bout belowwww. (((: nice rightt. hehehe! i love it so muchhhh.
YAY! todays a SUPERRRRRR gd day! soooo gd ok! keep KEEP seeing sandar. walao. so gd sei. but theres this thing i MUST say. shes is superrrrr TOOOOOIIILLLLLETTTTT! lol.
ok so today after flagrising, e council gt this sooo-damn-freakin-stupid cheer-teaching for weds vball match. lol. den NORMALLY they would do it at e stage but i donno why e heck e ms audrey(u can call her man) wants to stand at e hall there which is like quite near my class (upstairs). and (ok impt part coming alrr!!) SANDAR is there too! ok but choy was e one who led e cheer laa. and she was beside him and when they do e cheer, SIGH, i donno wad to say bout her laaa. SUPER TOILET! walao. den after tt weitong turn to me and ''eh ur sandar'' den im like '' eeyer..'' lol. but only for tt laaa. and shes still COOL( i wonder wads cool to me now??) to me ok! lol.
ok so i thot tt was e last time im gonna see her laa. BUT den sooooooo qiao after mt when i walk out of e classrm I SAW HER! wah so cool man. lol. and after chem n bfore math e break saw her again in e canteen. WA LAO keep seeing her. walao walao.
ok den after sch i'd to go take econs test ma den my class go dwn to e tables there to do e tiles thinggggy den after my test i went to find them to deco my tiles. ( itell u its SUPER cool laaa wait i upload e picture of it) andandand!!! my clique was sitting on e table next to SANDARS one. walao walao sooooooo coincidental i cant stand it! argh. den she super cool lo! haha but kinda mugger sei. ah but j2 nt mugger can go n die alr. lol. so e WHOLE TIME while we were doing e tiles she was there.
ok so i end my day like tt lo! so next righttt? my eyes are like super duper candified. heheheh! sighhhh but den dint see e arenabag guy. sighhh so sian. ): vry long nvr see him alr eh! lol. wadeva. ok. i wanna go watch tv alr. yawns im damn tired.
siann i still have chem tut undone! die. must hand in or else gerda will donno do wad to me. lol.
to huizhi: don worry k i believe ur face will get better. don think so much. i wanna see u TMR. so pls come to sch. (:
to ah clare: so happy tt u passed thru e interview! i think u can get into e exco. DONWORRY. and woohoo kelvin smiled to SOMEONE leh! lol
to gary:WUP! i hope this is e last time u gonna meddle with ur hair uhhh. CUP! and congrats! gt 260 for ur standing broad jump. tmrs MY turn. ARGH so scared. lol
ok bye dearies im off!
muackies to the 3 of u all and my eyecandies!

6:26 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Friday, May 12, 2006

IM dead. ms agnes is gonna tell my ct tt i skipped her lesson. SHIT! DIE! co my cts gonna tell my mom bout tt. n my mom wud start blahing at me. omg im soooo scared. ): u knw how much i regret to skip class on tues. sighhh. i shudnt go n watch e vball match laaaa. SIGH. i regret sooooo much can. boohooo. she say shes gonna write it in my report. im DEAD la. i feel like crying sei. how? how? ohhhh no!

neways today is like a SLEEPING day for me. ok cos ytd i slept at 2am n i woke up at 12pm. den i slept at 3pm n i woke up at 5pm. OMG i feel so SHUANG to slp so much! its been eons since i zzz tt much ehhh! i LOVE TO SLP. (: ok so for dinner i went changi village to eat with mom. nasi lemak. nt bad laaa. but our table is like surrounded by sooooo many malays laaa. feel so uncomfy cos vry stuffy. i don mean they literally surround us laa. i mean they sit at e tables near ours. ahhh wadeva laa.

ohh yea huizhis eyelids are drying up. i wonder does water help? lol cos drying up sounds like her eyelids need some hydrating. HEHEHE im jus being lame laaaa. don worry k huizhiiii i think itll heal. (: muackiess. n u DON LOOK UGLY with tt laa. ure pretty k. ohh ya n jiaying said tt she thinks tt ure pretty! (: hehehe! i think she likes u omg shes les! lol. juskiddn! these few days i always say eh i think u like me eh wa lao don like me la i nt les. lol. vry lame laa sorry.

ok im offffff. muackiess to my eyecandies n of cos my 3 closest frens(clare,gary,huizhi -alphabetical order- ) who have e privilege to read my oh-so-privete blogggg. *MUACKSSSSSS

7:14 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Thursday, May 11, 2006

FRIENDSTER sucks laa. ytd its super laggggg ok! oops i made a serious mistake laaaa. eelen DID NOT delete my testi laa. lol. sorry clarice! hee.

ok today totally rocks man!! ohhhhh ya! ive gt a new found eyecandy! jus officially named him one today. lol but is share with eelen laaa lol cos she spotted him first. LOL. ohh wells hes like DAMN cute laaaa. lol we always call him e arena bag guy. cos OBVIOUSLY he carries a arena bag LA. today after touch rug we walking out frm e gate den i thot tt e gate wud be open so i jus carried on walking lol but e gate is locked la so HE was near e buttton so he like press e button lol den i said THANK U superrrrr loud laa (cos im damn high then, lol im always high after touchrug i wonder why too?) den he vry cute! he like smile/laugh and said welcome (: OMG! sooooo cute! den after tt he like walk dammnnnn fast laa, so bcos im sooooo high i go n say BYEBYE! den he WANTED to turn behind(he kinda jerked a lil) but den he dint lol cos it think he thinks tt errr mayb shes saying byebye to some other ppl. lol but im saying to u ok! lol. ok so neways he jus contd to walk super fast so we lost sight of him. den eelen n tong's bus come alr so they rannnnnnn to catch ttt bus. lol they dint use a fishing net thou. lol tts damn lame. ok so after tt OMG as i was standin alone lookin arnd, i SAW HIM!!! OMG hes walking to e bus stop. im like WOOHOO! SO COOL. so i said HI! den he like stop a while(in front of me) den he said hello. lol omg hes super cute! den while waiting for bus, i keeeeeep steal glances at him! lol. n he also like gt see laaa. lol. so cute goodness! haha but den i don like him lehh sooo siann hes jus an eyecandy. boohoo. i wanna find smeone tt i really like!!

ok todays training was not toooo bad laa lol partly cos shah dint come. lol. hes so bias laa. i don like him ): ! lol but e seniors are nice ppl EXCEPT for some stupid ones tt i totally DISLIKE(hate is too strong a word) to e core. alrightt touchrug rocks! woooyayyy!

n life in ny aint tt bad afterall. everymorning my eyes get candified by SANDAR den break time always see arenabag guy lols hw uncool can my life be w/o them? lol. yay i love ALL my eyecandies. they make me happy! they keep me happy! they are so happpy too lol e last one was redundant its jus to make everything rhyme LOL. ohh wells im so lame today. :D

argh!! im hungry now! hee ok im off! to find FOOD. im waiting for sandar's reply!! woohooo!! will tell u more when im back. :D which is really soon. OK! i HAVE to go NOWWWW!

6:19 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

omg! my stomach hurts like i donno wad! but its sooooo freakin pain! sighhh why am i feeling like this? hmm saddd. i think im VERY sensitive. hmm by deleting a testi makes me feel sooo sad. ): how? i donno. eelen deleted my testi. sighhhh why am i soooo sensitive? i donno. wad should i do? i donno. argh heck im nt bothering. im a child of god why should i feel inferior?
yay today is nt a bad day i guess jus a REALLY tiring day. goodness had 2 tests in a row. chem retest and chi test. nearly died. lols. omg i fail my chem again even for e retest. i gt 3/20 wth laa! i gt 12/29 for e actual test and i gt such a shitty result for e retest thanks so much.
ohh wells enough of bad things. haha time for gd n memorable ones! so here goes!
in e morning OMG! i saw sandar! im like '' omg jiaying i saw sandar i saw sandar!'' and she was like '' huh? o.....k. gd for u laaa'' wth laa. lol im really overwhelmed by sandar's charm/charisma cannnnn. lol ok tt was b4 flag-raising. and after assembly, goodness bcos eelen they all were like discussing whether should they pon chi or nt which they dint in e end, ok they were like standing arnd e parade sq n OMG sandar! omg i saw her walking towards our direction ok tt means tt her class is IN FRONT of our class. OMG hw e hell happy am i man! AHHH shes soooooo super cool! lol. sorry if tt sounds les but im nt. im just going gaga over some super cool girl TTS ALL. no more further. (: ohhh wells but den again i think noone thinks shes cool cept me? lol cos she looks SUPER nerd. lol n when she wears her specs OMG i donno wad to say FREAKIN nerd laa. haiya but shes sc vp ehhhh. its normal to look like tt. but if she dont wear her specs den she'll look cool (i think i should use charming/charismatic instead) lol. SANDAR rocks! i wanna befriend herrrrr! teehee. ok tts all for nw. i needa bathe and talk to clarice. i smell like cow dung. omg n yay! sats coming! gt soooo much to update clare bout my daily life. heee. bye!

4:42 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Sunday, May 07, 2006

boo! this fonts like damn small but cute! lols. and this is BIGG. LOLs. getting smaller and smaller and smaller and finally smallest! LOLS. lamee. ((: ok this size is finnnneee. hee. ok now im vry full. *burps just had dinner. yummy! sigh damnit tmrs monday! i hate mondays! mondays sucks to e core. bcos 1. i cant see my eyecandies 2. itll be a vry longgg day in sch! till 530! 3. gt math tutorial! argh its nt bcos i hate e subj its e teacher tt i dislike. hes damn disgusting SERIOUSLY. ohh wells i wanna just stay at hm to watch tv EVERYDAY. in short all i want is to stay at hm and slack/rot. hee. ohh how i wish im in polyy. can go out everyday slack and rot. don have to study like shit like wad i have to do later. SUCKY. i hate jc life. i hate to study. i think if im in sajc i think ill enjoy myself like crazy. hmm unlike e stupid nyjc. sucky sooooo sucky. im so tired everyday when i think tt i have to go to sch e nxt day. sighhhhhhhhh. ok byeeee. i needa STUDY now. ARGHHH! daddy pls give me strength to study sigh or might as well just take me away frm this torturing world. sighh. lord pls help me. i feel like dying/crying. ok tts all for this post.

4:17 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y

Friday, May 05, 2006

schs sucky. stress. exams. tests. im gonna die soon. i jus have to hope tt everything wud straighten out by itself. im so tired. with everything. sigh. sometimes i wonder, we live life once, why are we nt relaxing instead we're slogging our guts out to study till wee hours in e night for jus one freakin test, so wad if i ace e test n so wad if i fail e test?i wont die jus bcos i failed a test. ahh wth i donno wtf im talking bout anymore. damn tired. everytime i wanna get dwn to serious studying i procrastinate. sigh. wads wrong with me?! argh. sucks. ok. i miss clarice so much. omg it has been like 2 wks since i saw her e last time. wonder hws she doin in sa? hmm. gd i guess and i hope. lol. huizhi looks stress every morn. ohh well but i knw shes handling it well. (: hmm garys like sick. tsk. headache and flu. gees im like e cause of it cos i had tt sickness jus 2 days ago. lol. but hes feeling better now. yay im happy i don like to see my frens to be sick. ok im going on to eyecandies. lol. woohoo. ive 3 eyecandies im so happy. (: top in e list- adrian followed by e charismatic vp of e 28th ny sc -sandar (actually shes kinda counted as an idol to me, someone i look up/admire, nt much of an eyecandy, oh but chayy who cares laa) and den the last eyecandy is -drumrolls- -jackson. hes kinda cool. ohh i must say this adrian is attached ( im happy cos his gf and him are soooo compatible) (:

ok mondays and tuesdays sucks bcos i cant see them. sighh. as e week goes on e chances of getting to see them gets higher. woot! todays friday yea so u can imagine how ''candified'' my eyes are ehh. LOL. (:

today i had my gp test. its ALRIGHT laa. i bullshit-ed, tts why. LOL. im gonna fail tt laa. but im gonna take it real easy - breathes in breathes out- (: ms agnes is really a gd teacher. like her lots. sighh talking bout teachers i miss ms faten and mrs yeo sooo much. wanna visit them but i wonder when ill have e time to do tt.

ok bye. lord i pray tt u strengthen me and guide me in my everyday life. thank u (: love ya lots daddy! ^^

8:56 AM; untitledBEAUTY | It's complete randomness.Y